05 August 2011

Five Minute Friday: Whole



This week's Five Minute Friday prompt is: Whole.



Whole. Complete. All. Undivided. Everything. Healthy. Unhurt.

"Whole" can mean so many things.

I am some of them and none of them at the same time. A year ago, I had a whole body, as in all of my original major parts (teeth and tonsils being the exceptions), but I was not whole because the extras that I had (the tumors) were unhealthy for me. Today, I am healthier because of their removal, but am no longer whole because part of me was taken along with the invaders. I still haven't completely decided how I feel about that.

Unhurt, I am not. And worse, I have caused hurt and division for others along the way that has caused them to no longer be whole. For that, I will be eternally sorry.

Undivided, not separated. I wish that were the case. I am simultaneously separated from my past and dragging it alongside me, here in the now, where it can keep causing division. It seems that I don't know how to let go of the bad of the past and still hold onto the good. They've always been so tightly intertwined that I can't see the one without the other.

But, I know One that is all, that is everything, that is complete and He can heal the hurts, heal the body, and make whole again what is divided and lacking. He can remove the tumors from our soul and make our lives complete, if we surrender all to Him.





Please be sure to visit The Gypsy Mama to play along!

4 comments:

  1. Wow! It sounds like you've been through a lot! I enjoyed reading your post; it was very well written. Life is precious!
    And,thank you for visiting my site! Please stop by anytime!

    ReplyDelete
  2. @stickynotequeen

    Thank you! I really enjoyed reading your post about your little one. It was such a sweet post. :)

    I appreciate you stopping by here and visiting my site, too. Have a wonderful Sunday.

    Your sis in Christ,
    Suz

    ReplyDelete
  3. Thanks for dropping by Suzanne.
    You're so right...beauty IS a hard topic.
    I just jump over to your P.S. Annie blog and read your post. It's lovely! The beauty is that the word itself can invoke such diverse things in people. What I got from your post is that you see beauty as being entertwined with wholeness. Wholeness and healing are worth continuing to fight for. Have a great week!

    ReplyDelete
  4. @Nancy

    Thank you so much for your sweet response, Nancy. I appreciate your visit here to P.S. Annie! I agree; they are worth fighting for. :)

    I hope that you have a wonderful weekend!

    Your sis in Christ,
    Suz

    ReplyDelete

All comments are moderated to help avoid any problems.

I appreciate your comments and will respond as soon as possible. I respond to all comments here on this blog.

Thank you for visiting and taking the time to comment. Have a blessed day!

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...